Random thoughts run through my head

What I have learned in life: soul-mates never stay for long enough. Yes, they teach you a lesson ‘bout life, and then they disappear - almost as they were never here. Kind of like hello-goodbye.

Too bad you were a soul-mate. We were so great together and we are so made for each other.. we have to find a way for some kind of relationship at least.. damn, first love… I guess, I’ll kind of always love you with a piece of my heart. I just hope that piece won’t be bigger than the one for what is coming next…
How can one person be so much for me? One of the first soul-mates, first love, first real best friend of male gender. I guess the flashbacks are even worse because he was THAT much for me. Too much..

Don’t make plans.
I made few. They decided never to come true.
Hurts like hell.
And then nothing is the same ever again. It sucks terribly.
All that happens is basically you sitting around, waiting for the big moment - when the little dream of yours will come true.. and after months of waiting you realize that you’ve wasted tons of your time. But there’s nothing you can do. And everything sucks then.. even the perfect things.